Dear Diary,<\/p>\n\n
I don’t know where to start, 2021 was a year that challenged me and confronted me with many of my fears; one of them was to return to my usual routine and resume the activities that I was forced to suspend due to the pandemic. <\/p>\n\n
And it is that not only did I pause my day to day when the pandemic began, I was also forced to postpone one of the biggest dreams I have: to be a mother.<\/p>\n\n
For many years I was looking for a baby and when I finally decided to seek help and start treatment, the universe told me: you must wait. I did not understand why life insisted on putting “obstacles” in my desire to have a child; I cried, screamed, was angry and blamed myself, but as the days went by and a little professional accompaniment, I understood that everything comes in its time and that perhaps those days of anguish would leave me with a great learning. <\/p>\n\n
2020 was a year of uncertainty, we didn’t know what would happen, but 2021 ushered in new beginnings. I was afraid to go out again, to go to work and to socialize, but my heart told me, IT’S TIME TO GET BACK TO IT! <\/p>\n\n
The first step was to return to face-to-face work, then to one or another family gathering, and so little by little I adopted my “normal” life, but something was missing, something that I knew I had to do but that I felt infinitely afraid of because of all the uncertainty that still accompanied my mind: to return to INSER to fight for my dream<\/p>\n\n
I’m already 39 years old, during the pandemic I turned 39, and I know what that means for fertility. If a year and a half ago I was afraid to consult, what I felt now was irrational, I knew that things could have gotten worse, but I had to consult him. <\/p>\n\n
In March 2021 I decided to return, with my heart in my hand I returned because my desire has always been to be a mother, but deep down I knew that something not very good could happen.<\/p>\n\n
Above all the prognosis I thought I had, things were fine, as well as normal life, now I could start my process again, but what should I do? Was it wise to look for a baby in the middle of a pandemic that still had no end? <\/p>\n\n
The answer was always my heart and it was YES! And without a doubt I said to myself, the time is now, I can’t let more years pass, I can’t continue to postpone my search. <\/p>\n\n
Today, after 6 months of treatment and an unsuccessful transfer, I am more motivated than ever. I know that, if 2021 gave me the possibility to start again, 2022 will be the year of opportunities. <\/p>\n\n
I do not deny that I still feel afraid, THAT THE NEW REALITY makes me feel strange, but I know that it is time to continue and I know that soon life WILL HAVE MORE COLOR OF NORMALITY.<\/p>\n\n
Therefore, with my eyes closed and a candle lit, this December 24 and 31 I will ask heaven to give me the opportunity to be a mother and return to a world with many learnings where we can hug each other and be happy.<\/p>\n\n
THANK YOU 2021! FOR GIVING US THE POSSIBILITY OF RESTORING DREAMS, HOPE AND FAITH <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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